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I knew it was harder for me to get what I wanted, and a lot of that was self-inflicted. What I was doing in my early 20s, by dating older men, was showing myself that maybe there was hope.
That someday I could make some money and be successful and create a life for myself, just like these older men.
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here's an example: Man1 falls in love with another Man2, Man1 gets bored and tries to spice their love life and sex by introducing the idea of threesomes or even hookups into the mix, Man 3 meets Man 1 for hookup, slowly they starting falling in love and he is introduced into Man 2's life, they somewhat reluctantly agree, that they could make it work and it goes smoothly for a while until the cracks start showing up, jealousy and even mind games occur and just ends up ruining someones life, all because he was too afraid of losing his first partner or he thought he was not worth it and does not get the authority to decide ( etc. S this did not happen to me but it did happen to 2 of my childhood gay friends who were both young and fell in love with an older guy and both have had or had been the 'home-wrecker' in a sense I'm a 22 year old who is interested in older men, but all of the ones near me on dating apps are either only interested in hookups or already in committed relationships.I don't really want to go through this search for a (new) daddy or GYO relationship that could possibly be more fulfilling, at least not right now, what I was experiencing was so great and the time just flew by. Maybe he'll come around, who knows as time passes. I am also realizing how much more of a person I have to become, I have to better myself in various aspects of life for myself, him, anybody really, I'm just faced with the pressures of this alone and not many to talk to.I feel compared to those who are hotter, have more money, have more life experiences, travels, and are living their best life already.Never realized how important connection, closeness and touch was until recent months to year of exploring and being out there a little more.Connection with an older man is something I've been craving my whole life, growing up with emotionally distant or unavailable surroundings, lacked a lot of guidance, and often feeling neglected of particular needs while growing up.
But for some reason it’s really giving me some bad anxiety Okay so first of all I am in no way against younger and older guys sleeping with each other. I started sleeping with older men at 16 - first encounter was with a man (around 50) who’d been chatting to me online.